June Life Update & Faves
Why Not make a weekly infusion, into a ritual of care when everything else is falling apart? teehee Right, so let’s start with the unsexy stuff: I’ve had a spirometry test this week, and I’ve got a CT scan booked in for Saturday (yes, tomorrow). That combo has firmly hijacked my week, sent my health anxiety into orbit, and basically left me too frazzled to work. I’ve already had two panic attacks and cried twice today alone — glam, I know. The worst part? I only found out about both appointments a week ago and back in May was told by a different doctor that I was doing really well, and they would see me next after summer... False Hope... Emotional rollercoaster.... No time to process, no room to breathe (ironically), and I’ve had to step back from my self-employed call centre work just to keep up with the appointments and the spiralling. Apparently, some of the respiratory team think I shouldn’t have recovered from that chest infection — “people like you never do!” a nurse said that to...